The day after

It still feels unreal. Thats all I can really say.

My dad is alone in this world now. I wish there was some way I could comfort him and make everything okay. I am thinking about calling him and inviting him over for Christmas.I just dont know what to do. It's all I can think about. i just want to bake and cook to get my mind off of it. I guess I need to go to the store. I dont know if we have to money though sigh. What do you do when something like this happens? Has anybody lost someone before. i have, but no one this close to me.